Burden and bondage




There is burden in my heart
when I meet you,
and I know I love you.
I wish
I could only give
lightness to you.

There is bondage in my heart
when I meet you,
and I know I love you.
I wish
I could give
freedom to you.

But I cannot give you
what I myself do not have.

And in that letting go—
of my burden
and my bondage—

I am loving you
more than myself.


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